Song Of The Day:

This song just came out I really like it 

-Natasha

Perfect!!!!!

So I have been late with the new music that is being released like crazy and its really hard to keep track

Im really lagging but I finally heard the new one direction song that was release what monday I think im not sure sorry if im wrong but this song made me think of the blog 

Im in love with this song

-Natasha

Hey Guys: Song Of The Day

Sorry there hasn't been any post this week its just because Sam and I have been busy with school and sports so we apologize for missing out on posting How is everyones day going?

Lets start of with some coldplay since I have not post any songs from them I hope you enjoy there music as much as i do 

-Natashas

Song Of The Day

I really like Walk the Moon 

-Natasha

Song Of The Day:

Haven't  posted a song from them 

I love this band a lot so I hope you enjoy 

-Natasha

We Support:

Hey guys I totally forgot that October was bullying prevention month

and so we decide to post a video about bullying 

This leads to a lot of problems in life to low self esteem which is not necessary

When I was little this girl picked on me in the bus she thought she was better than me and deserved the seat that I choose to sat at. After maybe 3 weeks of her picking on me her friend just stood by and watched this happening. I stood up to her.  

In 8th grade these girls that thought they were the most popular at the school were picking on this other girl I watched them for a while until I got sick of it I walked up to them and just told them to stop being a jerk to her she doesn't deserve the crap you are giving her. Ever since that the girl has been bully free I still know her in my junior year.

No one deserves to be treated badly if your watching this happen stand up to them. 

You don't deserve to be treated like that either if there is a girl / guy that is pushing you around stand up tell somebody its not a bad thing you are a great person don't take crap from anybody.

We will stand with you 

Love Natasha & Sam

Promotion:

So Guy's I was going threw the website to see if I could find any support groups on line

I went threw so many site's that had nothing 

Until finally I stumbled upon a website called:

www.supportgroups.com

Im a member on it now you post how you feel on this and if you are feeling negative some people

are really positive and really nice so this site Im giving a thumbs up.

Ima keep using this site if you find me message me im under 

Tosh 

Love Natasha

Song Of The Day

-Natasha

"Viva la Musica"

 I've been working on this post for a while now (It's been sitting in the drafts forever!) but I wanted to get it

just right...

I've always connected many important things that have happened throughout my life with music.

No matter the situation. Music has somehow always made a connection 

with anything and everything I've even been through.

It can make me want to dance and be free.

It can also make me feel like sitting in bed and crying. But nontheless, it makes you feel something...good or bad, it just works.

It can change how you feel in seconds and make you come back to life after you think you've gone numb. It can make you feel like nothing you've ever experienced and bring back a certain feeling from the past...

Or, it can just make you feel alive! Make you feel like loving life and living like you'll never die!

William Congreve once said "Music hath charms to soothe the savage beast". A quote that is without a doubt one of the most beloved of all.

Music has always had a way of southing the soul and healing our scars. So just listen. and take it all in. And then, be set free.

-Sam*

"Sorry x)))"

I fucking LOVE this song! xD

P.S. Sorry if I'm being annoying but I did say that I was gonna start posting a LOT more x)

-Sam*

"Never Grow Up"

So I decided to put this song up even though it probably won't be the song of the day I've just always really liked this song. I really think its just saying to enjoy your childhood and try not to grow up so fast because living how you like is fucking fun! And why not just enjoy it? Where not getting any younger and we realize that were going to have to get a job and do grown-up shit but why not have so fun sometimes? Just because your an adult doesn't mean you have to get ready to die. Have fun sometimes! Go crazy! Do something that you like to and fuck whoever doesn't like it or judges you cause they probably want to do that too but they won't let themselves have that freedom. So just have fun and enjoy life. :)

-Sam*

I'm baaaaackk! ;D

Hey guys, it's Sam I'm writting this to let you guys know that I'm gonna be on the blog a lot more now than I have been in the past and I'm real sorry about that but I proimse that's not gonna happpen anymore. So get ready, cause I'm gonna blow your mind's x)

-Sam*

Accept The Challenge:

Challenge?

I am challenging you to step up and step out

I understand some of you are not comfortable with this but 

Whats the Challenge? You might ask well 

I Natasha Torres am Challenging you to 

Drum Roll Please......

Tell people about this blog

Do you have a friend that you feel would understand this blog?

Can you stand by and watch people struggle and feel alone?

Lets go out and show people that you care that there are people out there that are looking out for them

Help publish this blog 

Our goal: Sam and I are trying to make a mark with this blog 

To show that that you are a wonderful person 

Please Just .... Accept it 

We understand if you can't but please try 

We love you guys 

Love Natasha & Sam

NEWS:

BIG PLANS:

so guys Sam & I have been talking to our teacher (Mrs. Barns) about what we have planned for this blog and whats going to happen in the future. Sam started saying ideas that I think are really good Ideas for this blog. First of all, We really appreciate this kind of support from you guys reading all our blogs following us on our social media without you guys this blog would not happen we are here for you guys just understand if you need someone to talk to message us at all hours if its just to talk that's fine. Second, we are going to try to make videos of us participating (The bracelets we are going to make soon, The line challenge, the ribbon day that are coming soon) hopefully this goes well videos will be coming soon which is really exciting. Last but not lease there is a book Called Speak  This was a great inspiring book to Sam and she brought up this idea that one day (we are not sure yet what day we are still deciding) we should put tape on our mouths and on the tape "speak" will be written on it We will keep you posted on this idea. Thanks for keeping up with us we love you guys 

Love Sam & Natasha 

Line Day:

    Put this on your calendars you guys 

Sam and I would like to do this 

And we will be posting pictures when we do this

We would like you guys to participate at your school

Show your pride and don't be afraid of what people will say 

Support those that go threw this 

Support your self with what you are going threw 

LOVE YOU GUYS!!

-Sam & Natasha

Lip Sync 2

Something to make you laugh just because 

you have a beautiful smile and you should do it more often

-Natasha

Song Of The Day

My new discovery x))))

-Sam*

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!

HEY GUYS

we are so happy to see the we have gotten over 2,000 views 

this is amazing and we couldn't have done it with out you guys

I am really happy and emotional because this just started as a project 

when everyone stopped doing there's

Sam & I still kept going 

I know we are touching some of you guys out there 

So this video is exactly how I felt 

Every view we got is how she felt when she pulled something new out 

Now you guys know How i feel

Thank you so much

Love Natasha and Sam

Song Of The Day:

A Great Big World is just great 

-Natasha

Read:

Hey you guys so I know we have said this a couple of times but its is really important that if you need some one to talk to you can message us we are never to busy for you guys we can help with anything I know you don't know us that well but you can trust us you can talk to us and not have to worry about us posting things about you everything is one on one and personal we are there for you guys you can message us on anything we will answer back this blog is for you guys we want to know how your day is going or how you are, how you are feeling. Contact us at:

Email:
Suicidesquad100@gmail.com

Pinterest:
Suicide Squad

Instagram:
I forgot the instagram name im going to get it from sam

But we love you guys you are all different creative people that are wonderful to the world and if you weren't made then the world would be boring you all are beautiful wonderful people that are unique.

-Natasha

Story #12

For people who have anxiety attacks like me 

Recently at one of my volleyball games I had a really bad attack 

I freaked out my teammates they did not know what to do 

I was really embarrassed to have people seen me like that

-Natasha

Infinity

One Direction songs are great

-Natasha

Challenge #4

New challange

-Natasha

Song Of The Day:

-Sam

Another Song Of The Day

If people knew the real you would they stay by your side?

Who are the real friends 

Im a friend even if you were different

-Natasha

Story #11

I haven't been posting many stories 

So here we go this is for Drug users 

Be Strong 

-Natasha

Challange #3

I lost at the one direction one 

My little brother won 

-Natasha

Song Of The Day:

This songs really cool I haven't heard any other song like this

Original -Natasha

Song Of The Day:

you guys this song is just a fun song and every one is beautiful 

-Natasha

Hey Guys!!

Hi my beautiful people I have missed you guys I am so sorry I haven't been posting my volleyball season is keeping me very busy but not that busy I promise to post  more often you guys mean a lot to me and I am really enjoying this blog so is sam she's been busy with life (: but you guys I will be posting so have a beautiful day!

-Natasha

Song Of The Day

I just love his voice and this song it is really good 

Have a nice day 

love you guys 

natasha

To Our Viewers Around The World:

So I finally looked at the viewers states.....

Last year when Sam & I started this blog we only had about a couple of viewers 

but anyways we say that one of our viewers is from russia and we got really excited because we did not think this blog would go that far honestly.

Well today at lunch (A Year Later) sam reminded me about that viewer and to she how the post are going 

once I clicked open the where the viewers are seeing our page I was really shocked 

So we would like to say thank you to the people seeing our page from:

United States, United Kingdom, Canada, Switzerland, Germany, and Israel
You guys are making this possible for us to keep going on with the blog I really enjoy posting things for you guys we want to make a difference in the world and
like before you are never alone
We Love You Guys
-Natasha and Samantha

Song Of The Day:

I Really like this band have this on Loop 

-Natasha

Lip Sync

Hopefully this gets a laugh out of you 

I swear I am so dorky 

ENJOY!!!!

-Natasha

Song Of The Day

Music is so different from then to now 

This song is still so good

-Natasha

Challenge #2:

Like I said I am really bad at this challenge 

I am easily amused my friends make fun of me for that

Round 2 

-Natasha

Song Of The Day:

This song is one of my favorites 

here we go -Natasha

Be Happy

This kid is having a blast and he doesn't care what he looks like he is just having fun so you should to just have fun smile laugh and dance 

This song is from an old movie lets see if you can guess it 

I start dancing to this 

love Natasha

Song Of The Day:

I really like this songs sometimes I just rock out to this 

-Natasha

Who You Are

If you are feeling like you are underestimated

Watch this: 

All of this is true you can believe it or not but other people see this

I struggle with this to 

-Natasha

Dance!

I really like this dance and have been trying to learn it 

But if you have extra time (that I dont have) you should really try new things!

Here is the first video so watch this:

NOW TRY TO DANCE 

Smile and laugh 

One day I will post a video of me and sam dancing so you can see how bad I am
-Natasha

Challenge!

I always lose damn it 

I really want to beat at least one of these well im posting this so you can get a laugh out of this

Here is a new topic!

Love Natasha

Topics:

So Topics would be great maybe we can talk about something you would like 

Its okay to leave a comment really I would love to talk to some of you guys 

Honestly don't be ashamed I told you guys parts of my story 

If you guys would love to see something on here just let me know you guys have everything to contact me 

Ill try to think of somethings to post!

Love Natasha 

SUICIDE SQUAD!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHh

This is the big idea behind the blog I can not wait to see this movie 

Me and Sam are going to see it soon!!!!!!!!!

IM SO HAPPY!!!

-Natasha

Different?

Being different means that you are more creative 

You are your wonderful self that no one can copy 

WE ARE ALL DIVERGENT 

So do not worry about what people think or say your better than them 

Just think no one can tell you anything your one of a kind and that important 

I am very different and I am okay with that 

Love Natasha

Song Of The Day:

We all are still growing up so its okay to make mistakes Ive learned that the hard way but we are human and not perfect you guys are beautiful and yes even the guys have fun with life!

-Natasha

Comments? Any Feedback?

Hey guys so this blog was a project from last year in out English class and well I noticed that most of the students where picking topics like oh the elderly, fashion, and health (Those are still important) but to me that was not enough I brought up the idea with Samantha that we should do something to make people aware of self harm, drug use, etc. We named it after the Suicide Squad movie that will be coming out soon. I really wish you guys would leave me comments or some feed back I want to know if this has been helping anybody at all. I honestly would really love to talk to you guys and know how you feel. Let me tell you why I can relate to some of the stories:

When I was in 7th I feel in to really bad depression I did not like talking to anyone I was the outsider and no one wanted to talk to me I hated myself because I felt that I was over weight compared to girls that are size zero when I am a size 7 later then my brother went to the army moved far away that got me even worse. I was in depression for 3 years until I got mixed up in some bad things (sorry guys that parts really personal I would share but I get really uncomfortable). When my family found out about what I have been doing I felt like a terrible person so I wanted to cut my wrist the also found out about that. My mom told me that she was going to send me away to either a psychiatric ward or an all girl school. After that a couple of weeks later I got a kitchen knife I wrote letters to everyone in my family but something stopped me and i was thinking about my family so I did not do anything I just want to help please leave a comment or something?

- Natasha

Self-Harm: Relapse

Relapse is hard for some people 

especially with self harm when you get those feelings that you just cant keep going on with out it

but trust me you can I get those feelings everyday and I really have to push my self to 

take a deep breath 

think of all the good in my life

think about my family 

I just want you guys to know that I have been there

-Natasha

What Do You Mean?

When I can't hear somebody 

Or when people do not understand the situation that is happening

they always have the face like "what do you mean?"

-Natasha 

Man In The Mirrior

Hey guys so I really want to do this new thing on the blog 

So everyday I will be posting a song that maybe you guys would like to hear or that I just really relate to?

I honestly do not know maybe?

Well if you guys would like that I listen to most types of music if you think that would be cool like this post 

Please share this blog with someone that you think this blog will help 

Have a great day!

Your beautiful!!!!!!! (It's true)

-Natasha

Jet Black Heart

One of my favorite bands just released their new song

It struck a nerve for me 

This is what I feel most of the time even if I have a smile on my face

-Natasha 

Drag Me Down

Do not let anyone drag you down

I know what people say to other people 

I have been called those names to 

But keep your head up your better than what they say 

-Natasha 

Hey Beautiful People

Hey guys sorry we have not been posting for a while since I do not have wifi at home I was not able to update the whole summer I miss this blog so much I will be posting soon on pinterest sam is posting on instagram and so on dont be shy and send us a message we will talk to anyone

Love Natasha & Samantha 

Teen Suicide & Self Harm Prevention

Prevent and help out 

-Samantha & Natasha 

The Way She Feels

-Between The Trees

Story #10: CassiieJayy

Another person 

another story

-Natasha 

A Little More

Now at day people are on their phone so much 

I am not surprised if this really happens in real life

They rather take pictures of someone instead of help

I hope this changes 

-Natasha 

Nightingale

"I don't Know what to do with out you"-Demi Lovato

love this song

-Natasha 

Welcome to My Life

"You don't know what its like welcome to my life" -Simple Plan

-Samantha & Natasha

Walk

Any songs you would like for other people to hear send us the name

This is walk by Foo Fighters

- Natasha 

Guy Week #6- Suicide Prevention

Guys go threw what girls do but they do not share most of the time

Hope this helps any guys that go threw this 

love you guys 

-Samantha 

Guy Week #5: Anxiety Attack

This is a live video were he is going threw an anxiety attack

So now I understand what you guys go threw when this happens 

-Natasha 

Cant be loved

You can be just keep holding on

We love you guys 

- Samantha 

Guy Week # 4: Weight

For Guys who struggle with their weight 

He was so brave enough to show this that he has struggled with 

Now for his courage he was on Ellen 

Hope this helps with some people that feel insecure about their bodies 

-Samantha & Natasha

Guy Week # 3: Schizophrenia

Second Part:

 

This is a special since there was two parts to his story you guys should hear it all

Tell me what topic you guys would like to see posted

I hope this is reaching out to some one out there 

- Samantha & Natasha

Guy Week # 2: Bipolar Disorder

When you think of someone famous you think they are perfect and don't go threw things like Bipolar Disorder

Well that is a lie He is a lead singer for Passion Pit which had be diagnose with it at 18

Seconds story of Guy Week #GuyWeek

-Samantha

Skinny Love

Love this song 

hope you guys love this too 

-Samantha & Natasha

Guy Week # 1: Drugs, Depression, Anxiety

This week it will officially be guy week on this blog

So guys can know that they have something common with other guys stories

I will be posting girl stories still 

-Natasha

Story # 9: Child Molestation

This is a strong topic 

If you do not feel comfortable watching this than do not

this is a real situation for some people

- Natasha 

Robin Williams

This is for Sam She loved him So did I

Sometimes the greatest actors leave to early

Love You Robin Williams 

July 21, 1952- August 11, 2014

-Samantha & Natasha 

Adam's song

Another song here is some 

Blink-182

- Samantha & Natasha

The Tease

Here is another song you guys can listen to 

I know some of you guys do not like bands but give it a listen you might like it

keep an open mind 

love you guys

- Samantha & Natasha 

Story # 8: Anorexia & Bulimia

What bullying leads to 

-Natasha

Story # 7: EDNOS

Are there any specific topic you guys want a story from 

I will take some suggestions and post them for you

leave comments

-Natasha 

Story # 6: schizophrenia leading to drugs

I noticed most of the stories where girls 

Its time for a guy story so here

Sometimes things can lead to another 

-Natasha 

Keep Holding On

-Natasha 

Story #5 Bipolar/ Mood Disorder

Another Person Another Story 

Stay Strong

-Natasha

Impossible

I do not know why this song gets me espically when he sings it 

"All my scars are open"-James Arthur

Tell me what yout think

-Natasha

Left Alone

"Somethings are better left alone" - Sleeping With Sirens

- Natasha

The Bracelet Project

The Bracelet Project!!!

So Guys I have found this amazing bracelet project that I really like

It shows what you are going threw by the colors you are wearing 

But people do not have to know what they mean if you do not want to tell them

I really want people to try this and if you do I hope you share it with us on any of our social medias 

So here we go

This will help you show what you really feel are going threw you do not have to hide it

Sam and I will be doing this also in a couple of days we will be posting up our bracelets on out media

I will post you guys also just send me a picture 

Gmail: suicidesquad100@gmail.com

Send us an email to show us what you think or if you need anyone to talk to we will always answer back no matter what your situation is or we will just listen

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We love you guys 

You guys are so strong I am hoping you guys participate with us

-Natasha

Joker

Inspiration for this blog of ours 

Also where we got the name 

-Samantha

Story #4

This is Zoe Royer Story 

I hope you guys get something out of these 

We are really here for you guys 

-Samantha & Natasha

Gone, gone, gone

"I will love you after your are gone, gone, gone"

I love everyone

-Samantha & Natasha

Dark Enough

Sad that this song is so true to some people

-Natasha

Coming out

-Samantha

You Are Not Alone In This

Hey guys I know that we have just started blogging and I hope we have been getting to some of you guys. This blog means a lot to Samantha and me because we want to be able to affect you guys

We want to be able to show you guys that you mean a lot to us even if we do not know you

I know out there that there is a kid that struggles with the thought of when am I going to give up?

Why am I still here?

No body cares about me

But  that is all wrong we care, we know why you are here, and do not give up

So if you see this blog you are a big part of it also 

If you have that friend, brother, sister, aunt, etc.

It does not matter how old you are or where you come from 

Spread the word please we want to be able to say yes we help

I don't want to say yes we tried. Trying is not good enough we want to help.
Leave a comment tell us what you want to see.
Send an email
We will always answer back
You guys just need to know that we are here always
WE SUPPORT YOU GUYS!!!!
WE ARE HERE!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALONE

-Samantha & Natasha

Night Changes

I know you some of you guys dont like one direction 

but this song means a lot 

things may happen but it will never change you 

Life moves on 

Give it a shot you might change you mind

-Samantha & Natasha

5th Graders

This is just little kids 

Sad to know this happens so young

-Natasha

Bullying

Bullying causes many things 

Even if you do not see it 

It is a very real thing

And It cause people to think something they are not

anyone can stop bullying 

-Natasha

Please Don't Cut

This song contains content about Self Harm

Please If you are not comfortable with subject dont listen to it

This song speaks everything

-Natasha 

Jim Carrey

Inspiration From Jim Carrey

"Fear is going to be a player in your life"

-Jim Carrey

Graham Moore

There are students out there 

Our Teach showed us this 

It inspired me to make this blog

-Natasha & Samantha

Anything Worth Holding On To

Fight on

-Natasha

Motivation #2

Fear is what takes over control 

Motivation for people who fear

Focus on anything 

-Natasha

Story #3

Eating Disorder 

Started so early in life 

Stay Strong

-Natasha

Story #2

Another Person 

Another Story 

Relate

-Natasha

Motivation Over Depression

People feel this way 

Touching You may understand 

-Natasha

Anxiety Her Story

I was looking up videos of people with anxiety 

I really like how she shares with us 

-Natasha

Perfection

Students struggle with stress and feeling like they are not perfect

well no one is I found that out the hard way

I always wanted the perfect grades 

but its a struggle

Everybody struggles with trying to be perfect

for your parents, friends, and siblings but

you are perfect just the way you are

-Natasha

Amanda Todd

This is the first story that I heard about 3 years ago about a girl named Amanda Todd

She was bullied for a mistake that she made 

people made fun of her when she attempted suicide  by drinking bleach
No one should feel like they are not good enough
People should not be cruel to were they bully until that person is at the breaking point

R.I.P Amanda Todd

October 10, 2012

I know this is old guys but this still happens today this happens to people who make one mistake and get made fun of it just takes one person to put that other person in depression or suicide
-Natasha 

About Us

TheSuicideSquadX

Samantha: 

Hey. My name is Samantha Martinez. I am fifteen years old. This blog is meant to be a support and help page for self harm and any other issues that you guys would like to maybe talk about or want help with. I have dealt with self harm for two years and am still copping with it so I can relate if anyone wants to talk. I hope everyone likes it.:)

Natasha:

Hi. My name is Natasha Torres. I am sixteen years old. We have created this blog so people from all around the world that have "problems" with self-harm, drinking, drugs, etc. This is for you to post your own story so other people can see and maybe relate basically this is for you to open up with what you have done or saw. You will not be judged no matter what we do not tolerate that so please be free to share with what is going on in your life Samantha And I will also share with you guys so this is the next step for us!

Contact Us:

Gmail: suicidesquad100@gmail.com
Send us an email to show us what you think or if you need anyone to talk to we will always answer back no matter what your situation is or we will just listen

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Love Samantha&Natasha